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Writer's Block: Prepared Answer [06 Jan 2009|03:28pm]

What is the one question you've always wanted someone to ask you?


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"What do you want, more than anything in the whole world?" Although, I'm not exactly sure how I would answer this question. Because there are so many things I desire. I would really like an unlimited amount of money - not to be selfish and buy ridiculously nice cars and such (I would live the life of luxury, though; I can't lie); I only want tons of money, so I wouldn't have to worry about having to work all the time. I want a lot of children - I am a firm believer that big families are important in many ways: learning how to share and other people-skills, and to be perfectly honest, the more people there are in a family the more interesting day-to-day life is. Children cost a lot of money, and I want to be able to provide them with more than they could ever need. If they want to play an instrument or be a part of a sports team, I don't want to have to tell them they can't because I can't afford it.

I want to be able to travel everywhere and do everything most people only dream about. I want a little island to which I can escape.

I want to pour money into different causes - feeding starving children, helping cure diseases, etc.
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[27 Aug 2007|01:40pm]
This photo brought tears to my eyes.
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[07 Feb 2007|08:23pm]
[ music | *Frank Sinatra* - Cake ]

There is something strange about today; I can't seem to pinpoint what it is. Everyone is acting differently.

I kind of miss home a little. Home as in high school, when my future seemed ages away. I miss Raleigh in general, as well. I feel I didn't see much of it during the break because I worked so much and was gone for a week.

"Frank Sinatra" reminds me of seventh grade, so this is probably the reason for my missing home currently.

I don't feel like doing anything, but I don't feel like doing nothing. I kind of want to trip mushrooms tonight. I need to write down all the days I have to request off of work; I need to request everything tomorrow when I go in.

I miss Amanda and Ali a lot presently.
I miss my puppy.
I don't miss my mom at all, though, and it makes me feel bad that I don't.
I miss Rachel like crazy. I really want to trip mushrooms with her. I want her to visit Asheville this summer.

My roommate has this "magic eraser" thing, so now we have a signature wall behind the couch we have. At the end of the year all we have to do is use the eraser, and no one will ever know we wrote all over our dorm wall with markers. It's pretty sweet.

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[24 Aug 2006|12:16am]
This is actually pretty cool... )
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[24 Jun 2006|03:16pm]
[ music | *Beautiful* - Snoop Dogg ]

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands sayWith me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes sayI'm so lucky.
Your hugs sayI promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses sayI almost can't believe you love me.
Your body saysI want to wake up beside you.
Your heart saysJe t'aime.
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[26 May 2006|01:27am]
[ mood | Utterly alone ]

don't you love it when it feels like no one cares at all?

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[04 May 2006|02:59am]
I got in.


=)
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[15 Mar 2006|03:26pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | *A Pillow Of Winds* - Pink Floyd ]

Yay! I cleaned!

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[22 Feb 2006|01:51pm]
the Questioner
Test finished!
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.


"I am affectionate and skeptical"



Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Be direct and clear.
  • Listen to me carefully.
  • Don't judge me for my anxiety.
  • Work things through with me.
  • Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
  • Laugh and make jokes with me.
  • Gently push me toward new experiences.
  • Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six



  • being committed and faithful to family and friends
  • being responsible and hardworking
  • being compassionate toward others
  • having intellect and wit
  • being a nonconformist
  • confronting danger bravely
  • being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six



  • the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
  • procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
  • fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
  • exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
  • wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
  • being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often



  • are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
  • are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
  • form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
  • look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
  • are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents



  • are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
  • are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
  • worry more than most that their children will get hurt
  • sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • BY (FOUR)
  • CX (TWO)
  • CZ (ONE)




  • My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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    You scored higher than 0% on ABC

    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 56% on XYZ
    Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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    [01 Feb 2006|11:45pm]
    [ mood | depressed ]

    ::::procrastinatingprocrastinatingprocrastinatingprofjdklfdsnfm,nv,xnm,sd::::
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    [27 Jan 2006|12:51am]
    [ mood | jubilant ]

    AAHHHHHh!!!k;J;LKHJE;LSD;LKJSAHDW-9EUHNFM,N




    ...more later.
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    [21 Jan 2006|11:18am]
    [ mood | shocked ]

    There's some freaky stuff on here..
    Also some bullshit, but hey.. It kept me amused until four am.
    My favorite is Pink Floyd's "Empty Spaces." =)

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    [18 Jan 2006|01:58am]
    [ mood | amused ]

    What a crock of shit.

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    [05 Jan 2006|12:30am]
    [ mood | bouncy ]

    THE LONGHORNS ARE THE 2005 NATIONAL COLLEGE FOOTBALL CHAMPIONS!!!
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    [24 Dec 2005|11:35pm]
    [ mood | contemplative ]

    The Sonnet
    Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)

    Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

    Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

    Your exact opposite:
    Genghis Khunt

    Random Brutal Sex Master
    Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

    You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


    ALWAYS AVOID: The Stiletto, The Battleaxe, Genghis Khunt, Half-Cocked

    CONSIDER: The Peach


    Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
    My profile name: skunk1039

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    Apparently I'm A Girly-Girl [24 Dec 2005|06:00pm]
    [ mood | cheerful ]

    Feminine
    You scored 43 masculinity and 83 femininity!
    You scored high on femininity and low on masculinity. You have a traditionally feminine personality.




    My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 14% on masculinity

    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 94% on femininity
    Link: The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test written by weirdscience on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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    This Is Actually Pretty Cool [14 Dec 2005|10:23pm]
    [ mood | amused ]

    Google the phrase "(Your name) looks like" and find the best one from the first page of results. Don't forget to put it in quotes, otherwise it won't work. Add yours to the bottom of the list and repost this.




    1. Paul looks like hed be at home at an Upper East Side yuppie bar.
    2. Rhonda looks like she has a sore ass too.
    3. JP looks like the last five minutes of a porno flick--one big blur.
    4. Billy looks like he should be on a skateboard, but instead he's in the basement stuffing recycled, shredded paper into plastic bags that fill endless boxes of Worm-A-Roos awaiting shipment (the paper goes to the worms, too).
    5. Although Howie looks like a square, he knows the language of the streets and regularly delivers homeboy come-ons.
    5. Nick looks like he's been hangin' with Tara Reid or something. He is a geekwad.
    7. Spencer looks like the lead character in the musical play "Springtime for the Caliphate."
    8. Sylvia looks like shes trying to emulate Angela from My So Called Life
    9.Chad looks like a cross between a beaten up Michael Bolton and Twisted Sister's Dee Snider on a bad day.
    10. Sandie, looks like you have been elevated to Impressive Mortal.
    11. Val looks like she just seen My massive man stick. *(copied directly, do not hold me accountable for shoddy grammar)
    12. Christine looks like a demented vampire about to feed.
    13. [Queen] Bess looks like a hotel bar, with its entrance similar to the downtown, city hotels seen in numerous Hollywood movies, but once inside you'll soon see there are no lobbies, grand staircases and grouchy concierges to deal with.
    14. erika-erika looks like a good potential binibining pilipinas candidate and contender
    for the miss universe crown.
    15. Sarah looks like a jockey in training with a Prince Valiant haircut.
    ::::Attention::::The following two quotes clearly explain my dichotomy-b.
    16a. Brian looks like a ghost of his former selfashen-faced and hollow-eyed, with the huge metal brace that holds his shattered pelvis together sticking out of his battered body like a pair of handlebars.
    16b. brian looks like something straight out of medieval times. all he needs is some tights, a white horse, a floppy hat with a feather, a trumpet, and should start every comment with "hear ye, hear ye"
    ::::Attention::::mine too-M.
    17a. Little Matthew looks like an angel (and, from the hospital photo, like he has giant hands).
    17b. Matthew looks like a total douche.

    18. "Nikola looks like the most attractive girl on this website to me."

    19. Laurel looks like if he were put one-on-one with Jos , with no distractions, and left to their own devices, he might explode.

    20. "Yusuke looks like an 80's hair metal reject"

    21. " Adam looks like the last person in the world."
    21a. "Adam looks like he is about to headbutt the wall out of frustration."
    21b. "Adam looks like he is about to do something."

    22. Britt looks like a big interesting corn fed boy...........Lets see if he can move his carcass and block like a raped ape?

    23. "Gina looks like a comic-strip character come to life. ..." yeah!

    24. "Natasha looks like the Simpsons Edna Crabapple, exasperated by her gutless suitor."

    25. "Whitney looks like she has done her fair share of crack" hahhahaaa talking about whitey houston i guess

    26. Cynic ~ "Stacey looks like the scary old man that hides in my closet."

    27. canon - "Canon looks like a pro piece of kit."
    27.1 "Canon looks like a battery powered inhaler."
    27.2 "Canon looks like a child's toy but can be taken into space also."

    28. "Emerson: Looks like he's dead!"
    28.2. "Emerson looks like he's saying, 'I am God!' lol"

    29. "THEREFORE, comments like, 'Hey, that Kristen chick is a fox and Katie looks like recycled cat food,' will not be appreciated nor will they be posted."
    29.2 "Katie looks like most women pregnant with BOYS look at about two weeks after conception."
    29.3 "Poor Katie looks like she teaches marcrame and basket-weaving at an Appalachian."
    29.4 "Katie looks like a humpback when pics are taken from behind."
    (Sorry, I couldn't narrow it down to just one, they are all so amazing).
    30. " Gina looks like she has a long wire ponytail..."
    31. "Liz looks like a rockstar with slurpees..."
    32. "Jimmy looks like the punches had an affect."
    33. "shaved your dogs butt and taught it to walk backwards"
    34. "Kevin looks like he's going to snap his bat in half after a nasty strikeout."
    35. "Maggie looks like
    that creature William Shatner sees on the wing of the plane."
    36. "Joshua looks like he has two left feet."
    37. Michele looks like a chick from a Harlequin paperback cover: yknow, the lushly beautiful Southern belle who, while twirling a frilly parasol.
    38. Chris looks like an old woman in that hat, but he's still ready to lick Chastity!
    39. At least Jennifer looks like a woman and her breasts are real.
    40. Charles -- Okay, this is sad. I didn't have anything on the first THREE pages. So I'm going to do "Charles eats..." because I'm hungry --

    "the poet Charles eats the pages of books"

    That's not what I hoped to be eating.

    41. "Jenny looks like she'd rather be just about anywhere else" (not anywhere, just omaha)
    42. "Carlin looks like the porn equivalent of Ella McPherson." Runner up: "Carlin looks like an evil commie."
    43.) 'emily looks like she's about to murder the camera man'
    i too have a runner up: emily looks like a serious bitch.
    44." Heather looks like a baywatch babe with long, silky blonde hair down to her butt and a big chest" nice. I also like "Heather looks like a Michael Jackson impersonator in drag" your call, folks.

    45. "Beth looks like a dude." (There are 6 examples of that on the first page. I think it's time I shaved my legs. Nah...)

    46. "robbi looks like a freak in pumping iron" k thanx

    47. "megan looks like the female nude now" or "megan looks like she's laying it on thick" haha alright google.

    48. "Melody looks like a cheerleader because JAZZ dancing is her strength and Cheerdance
    uses alot of JAzz moves." haha, okay.

    48. "Aron looks like he's trying not to smile, but he can't help it, even though he obviously thinks that the plan will never work."

    49. Your search - "aleyna looks" - did not match any documents.

    50. Hunter - "Hunter looks soo sexy in my dress"

    51. Matt - "Matt looks like he should be a pirate"

    52. Apryl - Apryl looks like a compound solution of hydrogen And carbon.

    53. fox - "Fox looks like the Asian Britney Spears methinks"

    54. Erin- Erin looks like she just escaped from the mental hospital, for god's sake

    55. Laura~ Laura looks like the kind of sweater you would wear often...comfy, simply elegant
    and cozy.

    56. Michelle - "Michelle looks like a mutant, y'see. She's faintly green, and so is her hair."

    57. Erin (once again, apparently.) ~ "Erin looks like a pear."

    58. Summer - "Summer looks like a fling."

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    [29 Nov 2005|04:00pm]
    [ mood | sad ]
    [ music | Family Guy ]

    1. Kissed your cousin: no
    2. Ran away: many times
    3. Pictured your crush naked: sure
    4. Skipped school: twice in seventh grade, once in ninth, once my senior year.. a few times this year
    5. Broken someone's heart: yes
    6. Been in love: Yes
    7. Cried when someone died: of course
    8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: two words for you - Joey. Corlis.
    9. Broken a bone: yes
    10. Done something embarrassing: I did just last night...thank god no one saw, though.
    11. Lied: yes
    12. Cried in school: yes

    WHICH IS [BETTER]...
    13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
    14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
    15. Girls or Guys: Guys, but I like them both.
    16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
    17. Blondes or Brunetts: brunettes
    18. bitchy or slutty: Slutty... I know some nice sluts; I don't know any nice bitches, obviously.
    19. Tall or Short: tall
    20. Pants or Shorts: Pants
    21. Night or Day: night

    WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
    22. What do you notice first: Hair and arms
    23. Like Being Spanked: only if it's hard. =x !!!
    24. Worst Question For them to ask: Can I poop on you..??.. I don't know.
    25. Showered? puh-lease!

    ABOUT YOU...
    26. Ever been Engaged/Married: no and no
    27. Your Good luck charm: Anything Green Day of mine.
    28. Person You Hate Most: Probably Dave Walker [ex-stepdad]
    29. Best Thing That Has Happened: marching band with Branam
    30. Where did it go?: To hell once he left.
    31. Picture on your desktop: Maynard Keenan
    32. Color: Green
    33. Movie: Amelie and Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind
    34. Artist or band: ..duh..
    35. Cars: Jetta, Mini Coopers, Infiniti G35 [holy crap..].. Jason's Eclipse even though it's falling apart.
    36. Ice Cream: Do I HAVE to choose??
    37. Food: King Ranch Casserole.. Mexican food in general.
    38. Makes You Laugh: Branam
    39. Makes You Smile: Jason
    40. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Green Day, Branam
    41. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Jason, and Joey for always.
    42. Who Has It Easier?: Little kids.
    43. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Strangers

    DO YOU EVER...
    44. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: Depends on who's supposed to call.
    45. Save AIM Conversations: Rarely
    46. Save E-mails: yes
    47. Forwarded Secret E-mails: never really get those
    48. Wish You Were Someone Else: sometimes
    49. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: When I was little I did.
    50. Wear perfume: no
    51. Kiss: yes
    52. Cuddle: yes
    53. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: I did practically every night the first summer I moved to NC.
    54. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yes
    55. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yes
    56. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: ...not that I can remember.
    57. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day? no
    58. Been Rejected?: all the time
    59. Been In Love?: yes
    60. Been In Lust?: yes.. NICKFUCKINGDAY
    61. Used Someone?: no
    62. Been Used?: yes
    63. Dumped Someone?: yes
    64. Been Cheated On?: Not that I'm aware of.. =\
    65. Done Something You Regret?: Eh, not really.

    WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
    66. You Touched?: Mrs. Beller
    67. You Talked To?: Lauren
    68. You Hugged?: Mrs. Beller
    69. You Instant Messaged?: Umm.. Jeremy maybe
    70. You Kisssed?: Jason
    71. You Yelled At?: My mom probably, it's been awhile.
    72. You Dreamed About?: Actually, I think Mister Goodwin was in my dream last night, but so was Jason.. I have NO idea what was going on THERE.
    73. Who Text Messaged You?: Jason
    74. Who Broke Your Heart?: Jeremy
    75. Who Told You They Loved You?: Amanda

    DO YOU...
    76. Color Your Hair? nope
    77. Have Tattoos? no
    78. Have Piercings?: yes
    79. Boyfriend/girlfriend?: not officially
    80. Own A Webcam?: no
    81. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: sometimes.. heh.
    82. Habla espanol?: un poco, estoy obteniendo mejor.
    83. Buy Designer: when I can.

    HAVE YOU
    84. Stolen Anything?: yes
    85. Smoke?: Shouldn't it be smoked? And what? I've never smoked a cigarette.
    86. been drunk: Like.. Twice.
    87. smoked pot: ..hehe..
    88. kissed someone: yes
    89. rode in a taxi: yes
    90. been fired: no
    91. been in a fist fight: not really
    92. snuck out of your parent's house: yes
    93. been arrested: no
    94. gone in a mosh pit: yes. =) i love them
    95. thrown up from drinking: no
    96. lost your sibling: I don't have any to lose.
    97. Lost your best friend: yes
    98. been to a sleepover party: yes
    99. cheated on a bf/gf: no
    100. been cheated on: This is a repeat..
    101. had your tonsils out: no
    102. had a car: Yes
    103. Totaled a car: No

    DO YOU
    104. feel loved: at this moment.. but if I ever don't, Amanda always reminds me just how much she does. =)
    105. feel lonely: a little, not as much as the past few days.
    106. feel happy: just content
    107. hate yourself: no
    108. think youre attractive: at times
    109. have a dog: yes
    110. listen to rap: little bit
    111. listen to rock: yes
    112. listen to country: no
    113. listen to techno when I drive
    114. get good grades: Pretty much
    115. play an instrument: yes
    116. wear boxers: to bed
    117. like the color blue: yes
    118. like the color pink: yes
    119. like to read : love it
    120. like to write: love it
    121. have long hair: it's getting there
    122. have short hair: did for two years
    123. have a cell phone: yes
    124. have a laptop: yes
    125. have a pager: I ain't no dealer, foo.

    ARE YOU
    126. Schizophrenic?: no
    127. Obsessive?: yes
    128. Compulsive?: yes
    129. Obsessive compulsive?: Caroline thinks so, and she should know..
    130. Panic?: slightly
    131. Anxiety?: yes
    132. Stressed? at times
    133. Single?: not really
    134. looking?: no
    135. ticklish?: no.never.DON'T.TOUCH.ME!

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    [25 Sep 2005|08:04am]
    [ mood | happy ]

    The cutest thing you'll ever see )

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    I Love This Kid [14 Jul 2005|01:58am]
    [ mood | amused ]

    Martin's the weirdest kid I know...

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